christmas and new years

Happy holidays to everyone far and wide... even though its a few weeks late... sorry, I've been busy, dealing with family plans.. friend plans... school... well not really school but hey, its habit. well my holidays were really fun, at least i think so. i left for Oregon for Christmas to see my sister and her three cute kids.. i got an I pod Nano. and a bunch of make up,  i mean what girl doesn't like getting free make up? its wonderful!  and for an early Birthday present, i got a cell phone which Ive been using almost constantly, unless I'm in school or sleeping.. i had a very relaxing break from school, not having to stress over assignments or tests, but schools back in session, and its time to get serious!

ashes to ashes

Credulous creatures were they.

Swiftly scattering from one to the other

Sneaking from distant lands with a distant malady

Its cold eyes carried deaths name, whispering pungent words, fear me for I bring death to this once breathing land

Hands intertwined, they spin round and round, gaily singing of deaths domain.

Till one by one the words run out, with pockets full of posies, One by one...they all fall down

The charred remains of disfigured bodies

Left only to be remembered by their once calm and tender hand

As one remains in her deserted home, a timid creature flustered about,

Only to live a few hours more she writes,

Like roses they fell, petal by sweet petal

They withered away

Into oblivion

perfect by nature, flawed by humanity

The blinding rays, their warm embrace do nothing to quell her silent fears
She falls deeper, he fades farther
Her mind crying, don’t do this again!
Heart, screaming, wanting more, seeing more…
Needing him, yearning for him, he fades
In the darkness of her formerly still mind
Images of once lovely days fly past her.
red stains her once clear eyes
Tears of sorrowful repentance
Perfection by nature, flawed by humanity
Fragile Smiles hide her tattered heart
May he never know, the destruction stabbing at her within?
Precious words of fake emotion
Turning her eyes away from this world
In a never ending spiral judging her every move, may she learn?
Never again will she turn, never again will she wilt.

Days go by, pain still lives
Months go by, fading dim
Only time knows when it will end
Translucent light burn golden, reflecting her glistened face
Rain falls quietly calms her worry
She twirls
Washing memories of once longed for days
Never forgetting, never reliving
Only one love Pure and clean
Will cleanse her of once innocent dreams

yay more haikus ^_^

Powdered still and white
Sits alone and forgotten
Faded Cracked and torn

Forever a queen
Forever rules forsaken
Pondering questions
That rise to nothing
Forever to be



Her hand so sly so swift
His lies torn and confused
She cries broken and bruised
One together is none at all.

His paroxysm
Her consternation
Together they’re a pair
Together they’re none.



Many to be loved
For whom will the maiden choose?
Her pure heart of gold

just a few haikus i wrote.

The spiders white lace
Swaying in the howling wind
So fragile so strong


Devoted and calm
The tainted hearts one reply
Love is to deceive


Hands stained with scarlet
Her last whispers cold and sweet
Never walk alone


Blue and red blaring
Never to be forgotten
Dreams dead and withered

Untitled.

Many claimed that his art was uncanny
the paint exuding its way off its canvas
some said he was mad, others said he was a prodigy
They claimed his paroxysm came from poor parenting
others claimed it was his proficient mind
Culling the colors of his vivid creations
Some said he bilked his ideas from other painters
others said he swindled them
He declared they were only expressions of his own twisted mind