ashes to ashes

Credulous creatures were they.

Swiftly scattering from one to the other

Sneaking from distant lands with a distant malady

Its cold eyes carried deaths name, whispering pungent words, fear me for I bring death to this once breathing land

Hands intertwined, they spin round and round, gaily singing of deaths domain.

Till one by one the words run out, with pockets full of posies, One by one...they all fall down

The charred remains of disfigured bodies

Left only to be remembered by their once calm and tender hand

As one remains in her deserted home, a timid creature flustered about,

Only to live a few hours more she writes,

Like roses they fell, petal by sweet petal

They withered away

Into oblivion

perfect by nature, flawed by humanity

The blinding rays, their warm embrace do nothing to quell her silent fears
She falls deeper, he fades farther
Her mind crying, don’t do this again!
Heart, screaming, wanting more, seeing more…
Needing him, yearning for him, he fades
In the darkness of her formerly still mind
Images of once lovely days fly past her.
red stains her once clear eyes
Tears of sorrowful repentance
Perfection by nature, flawed by humanity
Fragile Smiles hide her tattered heart
May he never know, the destruction stabbing at her within?
Precious words of fake emotion
Turning her eyes away from this world
In a never ending spiral judging her every move, may she learn?
Never again will she turn, never again will she wilt.

Days go by, pain still lives
Months go by, fading dim
Only time knows when it will end
Translucent light burn golden, reflecting her glistened face
Rain falls quietly calms her worry
She twirls
Washing memories of once longed for days
Never forgetting, never reliving
Only one love Pure and clean
Will cleanse her of once innocent dreams

yay more haikus ^_^

Powdered still and white
Sits alone and forgotten
Faded Cracked and torn

Forever a queen
Forever rules forsaken
Pondering questions
That rise to nothing
Forever to be



Her hand so sly so swift
His lies torn and confused
She cries broken and bruised
One together is none at all.

His paroxysm
Her consternation
Together they’re a pair
Together they’re none.



Many to be loved
For whom will the maiden choose?
Her pure heart of gold

just a few haikus i wrote.

The spiders white lace
Swaying in the howling wind
So fragile so strong


Devoted and calm
The tainted hearts one reply
Love is to deceive


Hands stained with scarlet
Her last whispers cold and sweet
Never walk alone


Blue and red blaring
Never to be forgotten
Dreams dead and withered

Untitled.

Many claimed that his art was uncanny
the paint exuding its way off its canvas
some said he was mad, others said he was a prodigy
They claimed his paroxysm came from poor parenting
others claimed it was his proficient mind
Culling the colors of his vivid creations
Some said he bilked his ideas from other painters
others said he swindled them
He declared they were only expressions of his own twisted mind

bored

well, i dont have much to talk about so, i thought that i would jsut say hi..
HI

Love is the bridge between the visible and the invisible that, everyone knows. Do not concern yourself with explaining emotions live intensely and hold what you have felt to be a gift from god. If you believe that you cannot survive in a world where it is more important to live than to understand then give up magic. You will never be mine. And that is why, I will have you always...

Those who have passed.

Today,I'd like to remember those who have died in my family this year.

10/25/09, my Grandma passed away. she was an amazing women who lived a wonderful life, she had 12 kids,and around 70 grand-kids. she had served our country. and she married twice, both times the husband had died. she had lived to the age of.. 90 something.. and she had been suffering from cancer for the past 12 years, and it finally has caught up to her. may she rest in peace, and finally be with her sweetheart who had died, 43 years ago.

9/2/09, Tauna Blackburn. she wasn't "technically" family, but my mom had been a surrogate for her because she was diabetic and couldn't have kids, so my mom wanted to have a kid for her. the babies name is Paige Blackburn, a beautiful 2 year old. Tauna died because of many health problems, she was only 35. she, was yet again, an amazing women, who shouldn't have passed so soon. she had a long life ahead of her, who had finally had her dream fulfilled by becoming a mother. we miss her now, and always.

for those who have lost some one dear to them this past year, remember them, and keep them close in your heart, and don't forget who they were, and are. just remember, some deaths may be tragic, and some, may be bitter sweet,

some day you will pass on, and your future generations will keep you close in their hearts.

right, well its time for a new post.. yippee! so i have decided that, i like many things, so I'm going to blog about the things i like, and my hobbies. i know right, this is the "most clever idea ever!" well.. I'm just awesome that way.... just kidding. im actually kinda...  lame.. but who cares!? i don't!
so I'm going to add a video, for your entertainment

sick

i have been sick for the past four days, and so my parents decided that i should go to the doctors... well once i got there they had me go through like five different tests to find out what I'm sick with. they had me do that tongue swab thing twice, then they took my blood, which i was very surprised. for those of you who have had your blood taken before, on an empty stomach, you should know what happened next.. they had me walk back into the one room, and i sat down, and all of a sudden i was like "OMG!! the rooms spinning!... "and i almost passed out. yippee! and the Dr lady, was having a hard time finding an anti-biotic that i wasn't allergic to, cus I'm allergic to most of them.. and so she sent me on my way to go pick up my prescription, and it turns out, the Dr. prescribed me one that i was like Deadly allergic to! but thankfully the pharmacist caught that....

HAHA... so i found this comic strip very hilarious, not because i hate goth kids, but, because i have a twisted since of humor.. i love cyanide and happiness comics, thanks to my good friend Chey who showed them to me ^_^

Alright people, so I've had a cold for the past three days or so, and it has really sucked! mainly because i have auditions for my school's play, and i can't even speak... it's horrible! but i have noticed an improvement from that past few days, and i think its because I've been pumping myself full of warm lemonade and honey, and a variety of things full of vitamins C and D... and had like 20 hrs of sleep a day.. man i wish i was sick every day, I'd never be tired!

RAIN!

The smell, the feeling of it rushing through your hair. Drenched by the cool tears heaven is pouring out.Twirling,Dancing, and running about you cant help but notice that you have a great big smile on your face. thunder roaring, lighting flashing, and such Harmonies ways you cant explain it, but you know its there, the peace and happiness that it brings to you. It's exhilarating!

as you all can tell, i love the rain and wish that it would rain everyday, like today, and never stop.

so tell me, whats your favorite part of rainy days?

Well, hey there everyone! I'm back with yet another horribly boring blog post... well kinda... I'm bored so i decided to write this..

Reasons why its bad to get bored

1. you start randomly seeing things like the 3 dear that just crossed my drive way ... I'm SO serious, they came out of no where.. kinda funny
2. you make stupid blogs that have nothing to do with anything...
3. you start talking to yourself and other invisible beings in the room..
4. while you talk to yourself, you find that your crazy..
5.you start laughing hysterically
6. people make weird faces at you, real or not....
7. you reach the brink of insanity..and real people stare at you funny, and ask if you need help(mentally or emotionally)
8. you come up with the STRANGEST! things you and or anybody else has ever heard of(for instance like this blog...)
9.you start reading really random things like this blog for instance.. and other things on the computer,which I'm too lazy to put..(i.e. looking up pics. of ALL kinds good or bad..and looking for the Stupidest music lyrics you can find
10. you actually read blogs like this because you either find it rather intriguing and pick out type ohs...that the writer was too careless to fix.
11. you start making up your own list of things you do when your bored..
12.................................OMG WHAT WAS THAT!!!!!!!!!!!=0
13. sorry for the interception folks.. the last writer was randomly attacked by man eating geckos...
14.we shall now carry one with this blog..
15. you actually are still reading this.
16. i cant even believe i've written/typed this much...
17 you go completely insane like the 1st writer and see "invisible man eating geckos..."and run away screaming "NO ! the PIGS THEY'RE GANNA GET ME!!" while running away from man eating geckos....right....
19. you look in the fridge for pink and blue spaghetti sauce and eat it out of the bowl with chop-sticks..(VERY HARD ... try it sometime..)
20. you notice that you have a VERY SHORT attention span and stopped reading..maybe..
21 you didn't notice 18 was missing... i think..
22. when you actually have more pressing maters to attend to you reading this and say " OMG! I'm SO BORED!!! i have nothing to do, in which you silently laugh, cus you know its true..
23.and i think I'm done with my ranting now
24..*person gets up and leaves*
25. but remembers they forgot to post blog, and comes back , and writes some more things down..
26. reader wonders if this will ever end..( AM i right???)
27. writer is done writing,AND posts blog
THE END
P.s it took me 30 mins to make this ... good job you read all the way to the end BRAVO!!!!! tell me and i shall... uhh... idk... give you an hug or something for reading all my rantings, and enjoying them... aww. you know you did, at least one of them made you laugh...if not then,.... you DUMB and not bored and or hyper and bored at the same time... as you can probably tell that i am.. OK I'm done with the P.s. now ... Bye bye,

frist time blogging.

So... this is my first time blogging, and its for an english class. I know what your thinking, blogging for an English class? thats nothing like what we do/ did in my class. Well, i do have to say this myself, I LOVE my school! Well.. um.. i guess i should talk about my hobbies or somthing like that so, I play piano and the violin, I like to watch anime and read manga, I speak a little Japanese (just started last year..) I love listening to music, all types, besides Country... i HATE country music with a firey passion that burns deep inside my soul. Ha..ha..ha... um... im not sure what else i should put.. so.. yeah..

Until next time....